| | Yesterday - Dad was scheduled for the second surgeon to see him. We went in with anticipation of hearing - " schedule surgery for tomorrow or Thurs. " we heard, " Dr. _____ had 30 ER patience, the next availible is Aug. 6th"
I have been taking care of him since June 13th.... around the clock except one day. ( we are getting in next Tues...as the nurse - through JESUS CHRIST..knows what we each can handle...Dad included)
Last nite was no exception... Got meds and bed at 11 home by 11: 29 back at 3:30 back at 5:00 back at 7:15 Home at 9:30
lunch at 11:00 back at 2:00 5:00 8:00 11:00
and today..... I want to get the letters for Africa scripted and taken to a printer envelopes addressed for return...w/ funding for Kenya....
and as I read....God spoke to me...
1 Cor. 14: 9 " Unless you speak intelligible words..how will they know what you speak"
it spoke to me....that God alone would give me " spiritually intelligible" words. words that are beyond grammar words that are beyond ink words that will move the souls of those that read them words that have the HOLY SPIRIT in them....
25. " and the secrets of his heart will be laid bare. So he will fall down and worship God, exclaiming, " GOD is really among you".
I take literally a deep breath... and the midst of my tiredness, ok exhaustion..... I wonder how can I even tackle this right now ? but you see, my typing is not where it lays.... it lays with the EMPOWERING of the HOLY SPIRIT....
that their hearts will be laid bare.............
the ones that read...God will convict for HIS GLORY the ones that read...GOD alone will touch their souls...
maybe I will just type KOOL AID....1,000's times and have faith that God will still speak.... ok.....but that is how much I KNOW it is not this, not well written, not well spoken, tired individual..
BUT IT IS GOD - - IT IS GOD - - IT IS GOD....................
( I have to say it one more time ) IT IS GOD !
please pray these letters "DO SPIRITUALLY" what the LORD DESIRES... please....
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