| | When I was little , my Mom would ask,
" Janelle, are you poubting ?"
ahhhhhhhh....flashbacks...
even then I woud recluse when things upset me....
I have to say...a couple of days, " I was poubting"
Yes, today is Rock's first day of vacation..... for 2 weeks.
Any of you that know me, KNOWS I LOVE....to "get away"...
and yes, "not going - anywhere but to OUR CABIN..."
but to me...that is " Cancun - with out the swine flu "
And yes, I get to see Rock about an hour a day...
Slept down at my Dad's.....
tied down would be an understatement....
wreeking havic on any plans I HAD....................of
sitting on the dock
taking the boat out at 7:30 p.m. as the sun hits the trees from the west...
being alone with ROCK...and off of Schooler Rd.
ok...that was ( maybe still is somewhat) my voice inside my poubting head....
My Dad is at home
with severe back injury....81yrs. old...wheel chair, lift chair, hospital bed...
seen one surgeon...waited to get into him..
now to wait to see another one, next Tues....
surgery....???
recovery.....
(with taking care of MOM - I LOVED IT...I LOVED IT )
all of this is like having a baby...and then
HEY....let's do it again....! and enjoy !
yeah...
but I hope I HAVE SWALLOWED THE PILL...
"this is THE DAY...this day...today...GOD has made
let US....REJOICE and BE GLAD - IN it....in today "
and so, I am excited, jacked...stoked....freakin' out the roof ready
for what GOD has instore.....if in this day I CAN REJOICE.............
I have the DVD ready to dub....for AFRICA...
oh man - that is like putting high OCTANE GAS....in an engine
spiritually seeing GOD prod, provide and work
IN THE MIDST OF MY BLUK TIME...IN THE MIDST.....
IN THE MIDST...
Adrienne Shumaker - " T....I am going to take a DVD to Dallas , Texas
to Premier Jewelry...who supports missions. HER OWN individual
business is planting faith...into Africa....."
in the MIDST..........
OH GOD FORGIVE me...
just , I thank YOU FOR TODAY...
I thank YOU for the day YOU have made....
I love YOU...today...I love you on "banner days"
I love YOU...on bluk days...because YOU are either my LORD...
LORD over me...
or I am putting ME over YOU...forgive me...oh LORD.
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